Love Is Actually... All Around

I recently watched this wonderful movie, Love Actually. People are falling in love, falling out of love, some are with right people, some are with the wrong people, some are looking to have an affair, and some are in the period of mourning. It takes you through different aspects of how people get attached to people; complete strangers; and the things that they do for them. Be it the love of a 10 year old kid or the British writer who falls in love with a young Portuguese woman who does not even speak English. Even the father supporting his kid and giving him confidence and letting him follow what his heart wants; the Prime Minister falling in love with his catering manager.

I have never liked Romantic movies, but these times it definitely looks like my tastes have changed. I do not regret it but definitely it looks like I am enjoying these moments. Just a change in times before I leave India. I have met people that have made me realize how love is actually all around. I always thought that I am truly and completely incapable of getting attached to anybody; I mean anybody. This has helped me get out of a lot of difficult situations and concentrate on my goals; given the fact that I have been always very ambitious. But this time I find this difficult. The more I want to disconnect; the more I am thinking; the more connected I am.

I think of the moments when I have been down, and I found friends who were there to rest my head on; all through my life. It’s all love working and I tend to forget the people I really hate. People have loved me so; and I really do not know if I have ever done anything that I could have done to repay them back. I do not know whether it is right on my part to think of repaying them back for their love but I am definitely indebted to them all.

This leaves me thinking that definitely love is all around; in spite of all that hatred that seem to be around us all this while; I found someone who thought of making me happy all the time. This itself hits me back and I am left in a situation where I do not know what next. The actions and reactions that have happened after that have left me clueless as to what the hell!

I do not know what next but definitely, now I realize how important some people are in my life. They are the ones who have molded me and made me who I am; a lot more confident than what I was long back. I have been places; almost realized all my dreams; have been dreaming all this time and I know I will achieve them very soon.